My long lost partner (part 2)

8th April, I woke up with a smile on my face. Cause I saw my best friend next to me (alright, this sound damn wrong, I’m straight, no worries all the guys out there). We used to share the same room for the past 2 years and I always like to mess with her, throwing my Shin Chan to her place, shaking her bed etc. Missing those good old days.

That’s my Shin Chan, been accompanying me for many many years now. See how the button has already fell off?

Shin Chan and his 2 new gf.

Too early to face the camera~

She too, is way too early to face the camera

Loving my pierced ears.

Okay, all prepared to head out.

Her personal driver for these 2 days. Tired but totally worth it. 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Suaku yang tak pernah pigi ke IKEA.

Hi short legs.

We wanted to grab coffee in the early morning but I guess we were too early. So we just roamed around in IKEA before The Curve is open.

Her fav. Chocolate Cream Chip. Those that care for her, please remember.

My fav, Caramel Macchiato. My darling bf, please remember…??

Basically, I’m a coffee addict, I can’t leave without daily dose of coffee. Especially during working days, if you see me working really slow, it means that I’m having my period and I can’t take coffee.

Alright, let me show you guys 2 very funny picture. Please don’t judge me!

See how weird my first posture was? I was walking so fast that Anna couldn’t catch up with me so she decided to take picture of me. I was so hyped up to see sales in Kitschen that I practically ran into the shop. *happiness* But I came out empty handed, didn’t find anything that I like or I just didn’t have that much $$$ .

After some window shopping, we headed for lunch before sending her to the bus station.

Hi forever crowded IKEA

* Bad idea to blog bout food when my tummy is rumbling now. *

Look at the size of the sausage *hmm hmm*

That basically sums up everything. Missing her like crazy. Promise me that you’ll still come to KL kay? Lodging and transportation is on me.  

*Tummy rumble rumble*

Till then,

Au revoir

Loving my body

*This is going to be a long article and if you don’t feel like reading, LEAVE!*

I was browsing through Cleo Mag Nov issue and this particular post just caught my eye. Ever wonder what it is like to weight just 40KG? ever wonder how it would like to have a 24inch waist? Well, DON’T! As I’ve calculated, people with my height should be approximately 54-58kg, would be ideal. I admit that I was having a little obsession of dieting previously, but all these is just the past now. After reading this article, it scares me to death, and I mean it…!

This particular post would b e talking on ANOREXIA. What is anorexia? The picture above explains it all. As quoted in CLEO,

They’re too exhausted to have fun, too sick to go to work and too embarrassed to hang out with your friends. For women in their 20s who starve themselves to stay thin, anorexia is a fast track to isolation and despair.

Normally anorexia happens on teens, but with the dramatic change in the society, it is likely to happen among people like my age, in their 20s.

If you think that being skinny, just having bones is pretty, you’re WRONG!

Of course I know how it is like to be laughed at when you’re fat, when you have a problem in eating. I used to eat emotionally, when i’m very angry/sad/happy, I eat. It kind of just releases all tension. But sooner or later, I see inches growing, I see weight increasing, therefore I wanted to be pretty, I wanted to feel nice. (Which gal wouldn’t want?) But by not eating well, you’re torturing your own healthy and body, you won’t feel that energetic anymore, you won’t feel as lively as in the past anymore. You feel like lashing yourself out from the world.

But if you really feel that you need to loose some weight, try eating healthier and exercising. Not by starving yourself. Talk to someone that actually understand you, instead of laughing at you. People that laugh at you when you are most vulnerable, they are not your friends, DITCH them!!!!

I’m lucky that I have a several friends that are actually mentally there for me. No other than my besties all the way from KL. They were there for me when I was feeling depress, there for me when I feel like dying. They drag me out for dinners, go the extra mile just for me, making sure that I’m feeling alright. Hie, we all have insecurities alright? *Don’t judge me!*

Now I feel much better, I’m not terrified anymore, even though i’m still very conscious of what I put in my mouth, but I still enjoy McDonalds as my lunch, buffet steamboat as my dinner. There is time where you can actually just let your tummy/body relax for a day. I still go for long jogs around my area, do some abs exercises to make sure that I’m still fit and healthy, but no more starving myself. *proud*!

Here are some points that you might find it helpful to define yourself. Be very careful when you read them.

So gals/guys, stop torturing your body.. Everyone wants to be pretty, but everyone is pretty in their own damn way. Just be healthy and you’ll be fine. Be fit and stop puking all your food away!

Talk to people about your feelings, don’t hide them. You have the right to let others know how you feel and think.