Loving my body

*This is going to be a long article and if you don’t feel like reading, LEAVE!*

I was browsing through Cleo Mag Nov issue and this particular post just caught my eye. Ever wonder what it is like to weight just 40KG? ever wonder how it would like to have a 24inch waist? Well, DON’T! As I’ve calculated, people with my height should be approximately 54-58kg, would be ideal. I admit that I was having a little obsession of dieting previously, but all these is just the past now. After reading this article, it scares me to death, and I mean it…!

This particular post would b e talking on ANOREXIA. What is anorexia? The picture above explains it all. As quoted in CLEO,

They’re too exhausted to have fun, too sick to go to work and too embarrassed to hang out with your friends. For women in their 20s who starve themselves to stay thin, anorexia is a fast track to isolation and despair.

Normally anorexia happens on teens, but with the dramatic change in the society, it is likely to happen among people like my age, in their 20s.

If you think that being skinny, just having bones is pretty, you’re WRONG!

Of course I know how it is like to be laughed at when you’re fat, when you have a problem in eating. I used to eat emotionally, when i’m very angry/sad/happy, I eat. It kind of just releases all tension. But sooner or later, I see inches growing, I see weight increasing, therefore I wanted to be pretty, I wanted to feel nice. (Which gal wouldn’t want?) But by not eating well, you’re torturing your own healthy and body, you won’t feel that energetic anymore, you won’t feel as lively as in the past anymore. You feel like lashing yourself out from the world.

But if you really feel that you need to loose some weight, try eating healthier and exercising. Not by starving yourself. Talk to someone that actually understand you, instead of laughing at you. People that laugh at you when you are most vulnerable, they are not your friends, DITCH them!!!!

I’m lucky that I have a several friends that are actually mentally there for me. No other than my besties all the way from KL. They were there for me when I was feeling depress, there for me when I feel like dying. They drag me out for dinners, go the extra mile just for me, making sure that I’m feeling alright. Hie, we all have insecurities alright? *Don’t judge me!*

Now I feel much better, I’m not terrified anymore, even though i’m still very conscious of what I put in my mouth, but I still enjoy McDonalds as my lunch, buffet steamboat as my dinner. There is time where you can actually just let your tummy/body relax for a day. I still go for long jogs around my area, do some abs exercises to make sure that I’m still fit and healthy, but no more starving myself. *proud*!

Here are some points that you might find it helpful to define yourself. Be very careful when you read them.

So gals/guys, stop torturing your body.. Everyone wants to be pretty, but everyone is pretty in their own damn way. Just be healthy and you’ll be fine. Be fit and stop puking all your food away!

Talk to people about your feelings, don’t hide them. You have the right to let others know how you feel and think.

I-City Shah Alam

So everyone is making a big big big wooha on I-City, so I grabbed hold of Rabbit during his trip back to PJ and we headed off to Shah Alam. Unfortunately, it was raining that day and the floor is all soooo freaking muddy. YESH!! They did not cement the stupid floor..

We were there quite early, around 5++ and the sun is not even down yet and all the lights are still on. So we took the opportunity to see how it was like without the lights. Bare NAKED! (I’m so not impressed)

OK, if you really think that Malaysia look like this, you’re retarded. With some help of photoshop, i made it look so “Not Malaysia”

The original one looks like this.

See what i mean by Muddy??!!

An fail attempt to be like a model

My attempt to be the photographer, again, FAIL!

My attempt to be a pro photoshop personnel, NOT TOO BAD~!!!!

Here are some more failed attempts to be a model. So not my line..lol… better stick back to finding money..

However, Mr.Rabbit find this picture charming, but I on the other hand, have no idea why he thinks so. Because I prefer pictures that are :

 

LIKE THIS!!!!!!!

OK, before i end this post, here are some pictures that I find it acceptable to be viewed. Most of them are editted, so please don’t put your hopes high, thinking that I-City looks like this.

As you can see from the photos, it’s really not too bad. But it’s just a very tiny section of ground, and the only special thing about this I-City is that it’s filled with lights on trees. That’s all. So.. make your own decision to whether it’s worth for you driving there for this piece of junk masterpiece

Are you gonna be my gal?

So 1, 2, 3, take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine.
I say you look so fine
that I really wanna make you mine.
Oh, 4,5,6 c'mon and get your kicks
now you dont need that money
when you look like that, do ya honey.
Big black boots,
long brown hair,
she's so sweet
with her get back stare.
Well I could see,
you home with me,
but you were with another man, yea!
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Well, so 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine
and i really wanna make you mine.
I say you look so fine
that I really wanna make you mine.
Oh, 4,5,6 c'mon and get your kicks
now you dont need that money
with a face like that, do ya.
Big black boots,
long brown hair,
she's so sweet
with her jet back stare.
Well I could see,
you home with me,
but you were with another man, yea!
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
I said, are you gonna be my girl?
Oh yea. Oh yea. C'mon!
I could see,
you home with me,
but you were with another man, yea!
I know we,
ain't got much to say,
before I let you get away, yea!
Uh, be my girl.
Be my girl.
Are you gonna be my girl?! Yea